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Saturday, May 31, 2008

Zen Again...

My last post was a little, hmmmmm, a post out of frustration.
This morning I woke up refreshed and renewed!

No such anger or frustration in sight! Thank You Lord for calming me!
Only God knows what my future holds. He's brought me this far, quickly!
Today has been complete peace mixed in with some house cleaning and life-booking...
I must have stared at his new pictures for a complete hour before I actually began putting them in his life book. I looked up and over an hour had passed! I got lost in his bright eyes, the curves of his mouth, the complete chunkiness of his fingers...The future IS me and Tanner, together as mommy and son....
Peace...calm...faith...

3 comments:

Lisa said...

So glad you've found your calm again!

Heather M. said...

Oh the ups and downs are many! I hope things go smoothly for you in this crazy process! Your Tanner is the most beautiful baby boy! I can see why you would stare at his picture for over an hour.

Take Care!
Heather M.
Waiting to travel for Caleigh Age 7 months

Neil, Amy and The Girls said...

I think we can all understand the rollercoaster of emotions that come along with adoption. Luckily the end of the process is wonderful and the hard times tend to fade a bit :o)