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Saturday, April 12, 2008

Sporadic Thoughts

I was looking back at some of my older posts on my blog this morning. I wanted to perhaps get a glimpse of what I was doing on December 9, 2007 (the day Tanner was born!) Well, I must've had some kind of feeling in my heart, because 3 days later, on December 12th, I started my blog!

The past week has been a complete blur! I've written down every little feeling, every word of my conversation with my social worker, every little thought I've had. I've looked at Tanner's pictures probably a billion times; studied every curve of his face, looked into his dark beautiful brown eyes, whispered to him just how much I love him. I'm still in this wonderfully blissful daze. *laughing* Sometimes, I catch myself staring at his picture and thinking to myself, "what a beautiful child..." Then quickly realize, "OMG, that's MY child!! I'm a momma!!" Whoaaa!
I'm someone's mommy! I'm that handsome little boys Mommy! HE'S going to be the one that calls ME Mommy!!! I get to be the priveleged one to rock him to sleep, to 'oooh and awwww' over his boo-boos, I'm the lucky one that gets to tuck him into bed at night and say a prayer over him.I'mthe lucky one in this family. He's my blessing!!

Tanner, Mommy is saying a prayer over you. I love you my sweet precious angel!!

2 comments:

mica said...

Congratulations Kelly!!
I finally got to see the photos of your beautiful Tanner today. Your uncle Ton and I are very happy for you and are excited. You will make a great Mommy! Can't wait to meet him :)

courtney said...

Oh, my Kelly- he's adorable! I haven't checked your blog since annalee came home last week- what a great surprise to see his sweet face! Can't wait to see him in your arms.
CourtneyS