a Weak Moment...

Over the past week, while reading the Vietnam Families Forum, I've seen several referrals!! It's so exciting to see families realize their dream of meeting their little angels from Vietnam! It warms my heart! It's very promising to know that the adoption process is proceeding, despite recent confusion involving the agreements between the US and Vietnam.
I must be honest though. This waiting for the call, is truly testing my endurance and patience. Maybe it's just the blues, or just the dreariness outside, or perhaps knowing that tomorrow is my birthday, my 36th birthday! ugh! I know that my call is coming! and everything is in God's time...but I've dreamed of my call. Where will I be? What will I be doing? Will I scream? Will I remember what is said? I've dreamed of telling my family my news. To show them the picture of my little angel and tell them what I know of him, where he was born, how old he is, etc. God,please hear my prayers. Know that my faith and sanity is in Your hands. I know that this child is born of my heart, but is ultimately Yours. I need Your strength, Your protection, Your love. I'm weak, in mind and spirit. Calm my nerves, and relax my body.