I wonder...

I'm truely beginning to wonder if I'm going nuts or just having some serious OCD issues. I've been spending my days at work thinking about what 'project' I can undertake and my nights fulfilling those 'projects'. They say that moms that are adopting 'nest' just like birth mothers. But seriously...organizing past yearS bill statements by month...making sure all paper edges are even and neat?? That seems a little over the top! Oh well, whatever keeps my mind busy! When I'm not thinking about my projects, I catch my mind wondering , "Will this be the day, the moment that I get my call? I wonder what my baby is doing right now? Is he sleeping? I wonder what he's seeing right now?" My fellow VietMoms have warned me that this is natural, and will continue until that very moment that he's in my arms...As long as it's natural and normal, I guess I can't feel too silly about it! So,I guess I'll go find another project to complete, to fill my time as I PATIENTLY wait for that call and to hold him in my arms...